I gained a lot. I ate instead of throwing up and starving.
But right now, more than ever, I have been triggered so bad.
Gonna purge for the first time in a long time.
Gonna starve until I die.
I’m going to workout until I faint every single day.
I am done. I can’t do this. Fuck this. I hate myself now more than ever.
I think they might need full timers Idk but I wish they’d hire me. I doubt they would though. Wah.
So I’m going to be 19 in like around a month!
So I made a wish list on Amazon c:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/860ZDPFIN5W0/ref=topnav_lists_1
You should all buy me everything on there C:
But no srsly, I’m probably gonna buy everything myself. This is just a way to keep track of what I want hehehe. It’s very excessive. Hopefully some generous millionaire finds it and hooks a sista up c;
But you gotta admit all dat stuff is kayoooot
